Moving Forward

So has senior has been coming closer and closer to an end finally, I have realized that school right now at this moment just isn’t really going good at the moment. I not saying that I’m failing any classes because I’m not…just the concentration level that I have right now just is really the best. I think at this point in the year that my level of actually getting things done ahead of time or keeping on top of assignments is just not the best. I’m getting them done, but at the slowest rate ever, or I’m getting them done the night before and starting them at like 9 and getting them done at like 10:30, which I have never really done before, but until now I think that’s the only way that I could get something done is doing it the night before it’s actually do, which I’m not going to lie I’ve done multiple times before and have been doing it all throughout my high school career. I mean what student in high school doesn’t procrastinate at some point in high school. I guess there could be people that like to have things done way before they are actually due…but right now I don’t really have that kind of motivation for doing things right now. And I think it’s the combination of having things to do after school with sports and getting ready for prom this weekend, which I have to say that I’m still not ready for and it’s in like 2 days, which I am totally pumped for. Also it’s the combination of having softball practice after school till like 6 and then just not feeling the best either. Then getting distracted by something else…and just things like that make me the biggest procrastinator ever especially right now. But I am really excited to be finally done with high school. With the 8 or less days that are left I think I’m going to kind of miss what was going on in high school. I think I’m especially going to miss the Friday night football games, and going to state for different sports. But I guess eventually everyone has to graduate and move onto another chapter in life, and I really excited to start that new chapter of college. With the moving into a new place and being independent, which I think for me is going to be kind of hard, I mean I can do things on my own that’s not the problem I think it’s the more responsibility aspect of it. Like paying for different things like I’m going to have to pay for my cell phone, and groceries and things like that, that I have depended on my mom to get for me and I think eventually it will get easier but I think at the beginning it will definitely be a challenge but I think I ready to move onto the big world of college, and being on my own.